The weeks are flying by lately. I am not sure what day it is most of the time, or if I am keeping up with things, or missing something totally. I have been so down and out, and not sure why, that it makes everything much more confusing. I am currently dealing with maintaining an 80 avg., which is sooooo hard for me, I am a happy 75, and a miserable 80. This school thing is destroying my body, through migraines and insomnia. I am trying to find a job or 8 for the summer, so that I can afford my apartment all summer, and school next fall. This is the time to not be picky with employment, and I still am. I am still awaiting an answer about what I will be doing next fall, and that may not come until June....so that is a serious ulcur causing issue. I wish that the Education program would just accept me, and then I am sure my world would be perfect! I also am topping that off with some other issues, which are equally as troublesome. I believe I have hit an ultimate low when commercials make me sob, and they aren't sad. I am not sure if this is depression, or student issies? Either way, I am looking forward to Friday night as I am going out for wings and beer, and that always makes me feel better. Oh alcohol and its calming effects.
I hope to get more blogs out, and more frequently, but we will see.
Have a great weekend! Cheers
7 comments:
Cheer up, Sandee. It's probably Seasonal Affective Disorder or SAD. Spring is but a few weeks away (officially, anyway).
I wish I could do something for you, but my offer still stands for the summer, i'll come up there, we'll hang out, i'll get you back down here, and my car can be your peronal bitch. You'll be back to yourself in no time, i just wish the school would just get off their ass and accept you, You will be a great teacher, I've seen you in action.
Have fun tonight and forget about school for a night!
by the way, it isn't really 4 AM, my laptop is right with my time (7 AM) but i guess it gets screwed up when I post a comment
Best of luck with the school acceptance. So stressful just waiting for it isn't it?
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Waiting is the worst part! I hope everything works out for ya! :)
I so hope that you get accepted, you so deserve it!! Aren't you supposed to find out in April? But I remember you telling me something about your school being funny and that there was something funny going on.
I hope that the weekend will cheer you up. I find this is the time of year where lots of people are in a funk.
Anyway, have a fabulous time tonight!!
i hope you are feeling better, or on the road to feeling better soon. the whole school thing is stressful, i know... but you'll get through it... and then you can bask in the relief for awhile before starting up again right? i think there is something seriously wrong with people like us wanting to put ourselves through this. =]
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