seems to be getting longer and longer between posts. i blame school, and you should too. i have a huge essay due yesterday and i am still not finished. it is the worst thing i have ever tried to write, and i procrastinate on finishing it as i have 2 more in line, which will be far far worse. i suck at writing essays and hate the english language. i would sooner present what i have learned through interpretive song and dance ( i am not an actress, and i hate a crowd). lots is new, and i could write a novel, but since i can't for school i won't for you.
1) the bro was up for a visit. wife and child in tow. funny how twins can be the same and different. (we aren't twins, but we could pass) i am not sure what i expected from the visit, so i have no yah's or nah's to state. played alot of bored games, watched some movies, had a few drinks, went to the mall once, and the village ( not the gay village, but the value village). it was fun for sure, and i am always happy to see him. i hope it met his expectations, he is hard to read all the time, and i am never sure. his child is wild and will need therapy as he is an overbearing parent. poor dog.
2) school is unfortunatly wrapping up. i wanted it to end so badly 1 month ago, and now the thought makes me sick. the closer it gets to the end the sicker i get. exams, stuff due, summer job to find, car to get, b/f leaving for 3 months for work, etc....this seems better than what is to come. i have so much due, and i blog.
3) iam dry. my place has been lacking water in the air lately, i guess due to temp changes. i am no geographer so what do I know ( still woking on that degree). this brings bloody noses at night, my fav jams getting ruined (possibly - there waiting for laundry day for the final verdict) and the dogs being really itchy, which means more dog hair in the air and on my clothes.
4) wishing i knew something about nietzshe and hobbes and that the next essay I wrtie for poli sci would come easy. they are books that are over my head in thought - reading them , i have realized how simple i like things. if i ever write a book, there will be no room for interpretation - what you read is what you get. that will fool all the teachers......the colour red will be used cause i like it, and for no symbolic reasons.
5) really tired. was driving today and was daydreaming (safe i know) about how great it would be to lye in a hammock on the beach - all day and just relax and sleep. i then thought that if i am on a beach and sleeping i might miss something fun, and that stressed me......so even in my daydreams - i can't sleep. i am in the state that my body refuses to rest, so when i do go to bed, i lye there, or sleep lightly, and and become more tired, but most times i have no time to check out the bed option.
6) really going to miss the b/f this summer. 3 months is a long time to go away. not a matter of if we will work - that doesn't bother me ..after all this time we have dated and lived together. we will be fine. just the fact that he will be gone. i guess you call it missing someone. i blame school for this too.
i am to tired of reading and fixing the mistakes of other work, so no proofreading was done.
until the essay is due....
4 comments:
Dang school getting in the way of blogging. Well, I never! ;) Yeah, I've been bad with the updates too...seems like all us bloggers are budy. Plus it doesn't help that blogger sucks ass lately.
Sucks about the summer and the bf...but just think...it will make the reunion at the end of it that much sweeter :)
At least you still have your sense of humour.
I promise once your school is done, i will come up to visit, but i want to wait for you to be finished with school, i don't want you going psycho and the only outlet is hurting me in my sleep, since you can't sleep, and hurting me would give you something to do...
I have an idea of a summer job for you, not sure how you feel about selling your body, but i'm sure you'd make great money, or you can set up a lemonade stand at the cottage and sell lemonade to boaters...
i know it's hard but hang in there.
i am at work and no one else is here, expect some emails...
you've had/have to go through a couple essays too huh? i procrastinated until the very end... produced a large piece of crap, and handed that in. i know i'll probably be disappointed in my grade... but i just didn't care anymore, cause i needed to hand something in.
Okay, I read the sentence about your bro visiting "with wife and child in tow" and had a freaking heart-attack and thinking "she never told me he had a kid!!" Then I remembered that your dogs are your kids. Phew.
lol ALl the blogs I read update frequently during times of procrastination. ;)
You'll get through school and survive the summer. It'll be hard to be without b/f for 3 months. I'll make Christa drive me to your place and we will visit. And, if not Christa, then Jolene. I have a lineup of forced chauffers, so it's all good.
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