I was sitting in class, and as usual the attendance roll call started, and as usual i started to get the nervous sweats. Since for ever, I get nervous during roll calls. I am not sure if this phobia has a name, but whatever it is - i've got it. I always worry that they will call my name and I won't recognize it as my own, or they will have to say it several times cause i won't hear it being called at first. I sit there so intently during the call following the ABC order of the last names knowing my turn is soon, yet still stressing that they already called mine, and I have been marked absent. Maybe it is less of a name issue and more of an attendance issue. Not sure. I think it happens outside school too. Either way this phobia is serious for my sweating issue and happens a few times a day.
and now - - 51 to 63
51: i sweat >>alot
52: I have tried many anti frizz hair products, and yet - still frizz
53: i do more to make others happy than myself
54: i finally did something for me, and i couldn't be happier
55: i am moving AGAIN
56: i kinda feel bad for bailing on my soon to be old roomates
57: i am really happy about the new roomate
58: i regret telling the ex he could keep 1 of my dogs, i want to keep him so bad
59: my new car is really growing on me
60: christmas gives me mixed feelings
61: I wear a watch I got for my 20th birthday and I still love it like the day i got it
62: i dry all my roses i get - i love thinking about why i got them
63: my lucky bamboo is not not very lucky since the last move
8 comments:
Wow. There is a lot of news to me in 51 - 63. Hope this move is better and that your new roommie is fabulous.
I can't believe how things have swung into Christmas gear. I was in Starbucks today and it has turned into Christmas-city. I miss my fall themed lattes.
Sandee
if its not too late, I COULD/WOULD keep Gryphon for you...
Dadd
I think you should take that offer of making extra cash, you're getting junk comments!!!! Awesome!
I'm sorry custody was given up for one of the dogs. Must have been hard.
Glad the breaking the moving news went well, good luck with the new move
AS
As I was reading your blog I started to remember that same feeling... and always thought I was werid for worrying about something so bizzare. Now I know i'm not alone!!
I enjoyed 51 to 63, they were quite interesting and informative!
Good luck on the move, are yougoing to be closer to the school now, or will you be writing again about your new path to class.
Wow, xmas already... it is not far away yet i have thought nothing of it. Not so cool I guess.
Scott
I too get nervous about roll calls. My face flushes, I start to sweat. When my name is called, I usually squeak out a hoarse "jo..ann..a". Why this occurs, I just don't know. What is worse are the times when you have to go around the circle and introduce yourself. I will give my introduction and then sit down, wondering what I just said and hoping it made sense. Sometimes I will even throw in the Van Bakel even though it has been 5 years.
Good luck with the move!
what kind of a car do you have?
guggenflurgen - I bought a grand am, the fully loaded and sunroof are growing on me - - the brownish (muddy charcoal) not so growing.
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