it's like riding a bike, you never forget how

ya ya ya ....i know.......

i had good reason i am sure, so lets leave it at that, although i will add in a tad of behind the scenes input that laziness and a lack of caring added to the halt in writing.

am i back? as if i know! i always like to think so, and that what i write matters, but lets be serious - - only to me, so i write when i need to.

so now that i am writing again - - there must be a reason???......why yes!, i have lots of other things to do, so when in rome, procrastinate your ass off. i am working on my thesis, which may be the dullest thing in the world right now, and the plauge to me. funny side note is that i am writing about myself - speaks volumes i assure you. i am also in some half serious job hunt for the fall and that requires a total lack of attention at times. i am in no hurry to work for a living or to participate as an adult, yet reality says get on it, so i am. my far fetched reality of the moment has me planning to apply to 5 jobs a week for the 8 weeks of summer, unless i obtain a job prior to that. I assume 5 decent and suitable career choices will fall into place and present themselves each week. as i apply to said stupid amount of jobs, i find myself hating cover letters....HATING....i think they are the biggest piece of bs ever written. they should follow the standard fax cover letter

TO: potential employer ( 3 of 5 for week 1)

FROM: Sandee (new _______)
Date - week 1 of 8

RE : job you posted

i just hate the idea of starting off this potential relationship in a lie. rather than giving the basic list of great qualities mixed through the qualities they require, it would be easier to just say - i am great, hiring me would be a smart move on your behalf - - make the smart move!

a few random pics to end this on a less than sweet rant.

the flowers in my back garden right now - - so bloom heavy they have fallen over

my new gardens just put in by my Dad.